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"We are compelled to fill empty spaces. I think there's nothing you couldn't fill up when your mind is truly focused on the thing you love / are passionate about."
My life is a perfect abstract painting; I am the avatar of perfect secrecy. A young man whose neurotic behavior resembles that of a yoyo, sometimes bordering on madness. I've often wondered if I see the same things through my eyes that rest of the world sees through their own or if I perceive reality differently, Perhaps there's something wrong with my brain* must be it's not working right. But hey, nobody's perfect.
You think I've lost my mind?"...-I fear that you are crazy, insane, demented, but I'll tell you a secret: the best people in the world are"-it was the answer Alice's father gave her after she had returned from Wonderland. Ever since I heard these words, I've stopped worrying, not considering the fact that who had written about a “Wonderland” could not have been in his 5 senses that we can say.
I stick to my intuition but I think a lot before doing something because I could be wrong. I'm a typical guy who has his own world in the midst of a universe of people. I like to think I'm not the only fool who believes that living in this world of crude realities we can believe in fantasies, that's why I read books. I am very lazy and at the same time skillful, Sometimes i get obsessed with something to the point of madness, and i don’t feel satisfied if i don’t get what my view is perfection, other times I just let everything be (shallow) superficial without (dedicating) devoting much time, sometimes giving a round and round matter without even knowing where to start.
Life is only memory, so I strive to keep the best memories I can. Sometimes I can easily recall in detail every familiar and unfamiliar face I've run across on my way home. Other times, while I wander through the recesses of my mind, I wonder how I arrived at a certain place. Words never come easy when I try to make others feel better. So I am more of a listener. I stick with my friends in their times of need. Sometimes I am not much fun to be around. Other times I spread joy wherever I go. I can't stand hypocrisy, and tend to distance myself from hypocrites. I stay true to my principles and follow only those I feel to be unquestionably true... I definitely believe in God.